Wind, My Great Nemesis, Returns
Back in the day--and it was way back in the day--I used to seriously curse the wind when I was riding my bike. On bad days, I'd wave my fist up in the air and yell "Goddamnit" as loud as I could, in pure rage. As in 'how dare you stop me cold in my tracks while my legs ache and I try to pedal through your power.' As in, how could you do this to me, the injustice of it all?
The rage has subsided, but not the wind. Yesterday, I left court late to get to a meeting with the minister at my church. No, I'm not getting married, divorced, christened, chastised, or baptised. I just have a pretty cool minister at a very liberal church, one that I started attending about two years ago. Anyway, I left court and was already late, hopping on my bike and hoping for prevailing west to east winds. I was out of luck and had to struggle hard against the wind the whole way. And, yes, I cursed that wind, cursed it hard. Which was fitting in the whole scheme of things, me on my bike, pouring sweat and cursing a power that I could not control, on my way to talk with the minister at my church about things that are peaceful and spiritual and beyond my control. I arrived a mess, with sweat soaking my back and up and over my shoulders where the backpack straps were. Wind, my great nemesis, had returned.
The rage has subsided, but not the wind. Yesterday, I left court late to get to a meeting with the minister at my church. No, I'm not getting married, divorced, christened, chastised, or baptised. I just have a pretty cool minister at a very liberal church, one that I started attending about two years ago. Anyway, I left court and was already late, hopping on my bike and hoping for prevailing west to east winds. I was out of luck and had to struggle hard against the wind the whole way. And, yes, I cursed that wind, cursed it hard. Which was fitting in the whole scheme of things, me on my bike, pouring sweat and cursing a power that I could not control, on my way to talk with the minister at my church about things that are peaceful and spiritual and beyond my control. I arrived a mess, with sweat soaking my back and up and over my shoulders where the backpack straps were. Wind, my great nemesis, had returned.
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